failure
8:09 PM. Monday, February 8, 2010
Nothing can really describe how i'm feeling right now.
Can't blame anyone except myself.
"Nervous" Fuck this words.
haiz.
Can't eat, can't sleep, can't think =.=
Guess i no needa say u all already know what i mean.
I failed my test. =(
Gonna Try again.
*go to a corner and draw circle zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Once i got home, The first one i face is mummy.She saw my face she knew but didn't mention anything.
When i went into my room, Boy open his eye, look at me and smile.
He knew what happen too.
He kept on cheering me up.
He cancelled his OT just to accompany me then suddenly *oh shyt baby, i got school today
so now he is in school, later he will be back
Don't like to be alone whenever something bad happen to myself.
Mummy is in JB.
Hao said "jie, i'm hungry"
well now i gonna do my part by ordering "Pizza Hut"
Don't feel like doing anything for this whole week.
Gonna do some designs to make myself feel better.
By the Way i'm sad because is not i fail.
Is because i need to pay and waste more stupid money on lessons and test.
Which shaken my bank and my plan. *tmd =.=
*walks off
wasted sunday
10:17 PM. Sunday, January 31, 2010
My Workdesk. I'm a messy person obviously.
Went to Fort Canning on friday for Burn Supper Night.Tgt working with Hyatt staffs again.
I realise this year, their staffs is not as professional as the staffs from previous 2years.
Kinda hard to work with them. o.o
And its very hard to work with alot of *1st time here.
Damn sickening.
Reached home, dropped dead at bed together with boy.
This is one of the auction.I really like this Jersey Lycra T-shirt, love the fabric, love the color, love the "hugo boss"
Caught this Movie : Legion
With boy on saturday.
Love the Quote "I give him what he want, you give him what he need"
Very meaningful.
and of cause the graphic, Dope!
Rated 4/5
Caught another movie myself on sunday Which is today.
The story line is very predictable.
But is the acting they are scoring.
Rated 3.5/5
Boy had been working and studying.
Not really alot of times for me.
This is gonna continue for the ongoing 4years.=.=
Its not really easy to work and study both at night at the same time.
this is what i had in mind.
-less arguement
-help him whatever he need
-bring him to relax more
-stop complaining and nagging to him
Guess this is the only thing i can do lol
This whole week gonna be really hectic.
Haiz, i can feel that.
Yiyi, jy. Drink some Red bull~
Needa ciao
Nite peeps.
P.S: have been thinking of boy n chris.
meandhim.
10:46 PM. Thursday, January 28, 2010
HAHAHAHAHA~Muji Pyjamas =D
So tired recently.
I wonder how is my peeps doing.
They must be very busy too.
Boy also so busy.
Kept hearing him say "Ah~ baby, so tired."
Study and working at the same time is a suicide.
New Colleague Leaving us T.T
Straight away " N.O M.O.O.D"
We love her so much hurhur~
Tomorrow Burn Supper at fort canning park.
gonna end bloody late .....~
God Bless ~
Earn back whatever i have spent for the past one week o.o
*ciao guys.
Update when i free hohho~
happybdaykathryn
10:37 PM. Sunday, January 24, 2010
Happy bday to my new khaki =)A mother of 3 kids, as a merchandiser.She is one of the mother i envy, i wanna be like her too in the future ^^Below, our working team. *Its not easy to find good working colleagues

And of cause, my fav friend cum designer cum shopping khaki from my work place =)Yvette Pang ^^
We had the bday celebration on last Friday.
As usual, fri and sat working.
Today, which is Sunday, got the news
ITS GRANDPA bday o.o
So after my driving lesson, went to visit him =)
The feelings is really great.
whole family is there. nothing can beat that forever.
This picture in my heart is forever there.
My love for them is so strong. simply so strong.
As for driving lesson,
Mount kerb ..... 2times *am i crazy or what =.=
Never give way.... *am i that cruel? =.=
above these make me bloody scare.
I'm gonna practice more and *pray hard to pass. =.=~
So not interested in driving anymore.
I got no plans for car anyway =x
What to do, already finish all the lessons.
And lastly my boy,
Had been accompanying me all these while.
He had his stress, i had mine.
Quarrels do occurred.
But, getting more and more mature in a way that we forgive and forget easily.
He's starting school tomorrow
Must be excited, by the way of asking me (baby, what do you think i should wear tml?)
Hope you make more friends and enjoy whatever you have chosen =)
P.S: I love you, Chris n Nith
Maggiemay
10:33 PM. Monday, January 18, 2010
Got tired of my Background picture.Changed.Been working and working T.T~ And of cuz saving money. *cross finger I can do it, so do my boy =) Been falling asleep so quickly once i'm on my boy's lap or anywhere! My camera spoilt o.oTotally can't on the power at all *crysssThinking of way to get a new one, or maybe not =.=~ Noting interesting in my life recently. o.o~ So into Rod Steward and Queen recently.I'm gonna buy the DVDs for Daddy =) I'm sure he will love it ^^Chinese new year coming, Hope you all are busy shopping and making your hairdosss~ Alright i needa go =D*ciaossss.Pictures taken at sakae Sushi.....
My screwed up hairstyle now.
I am still thinking what to cut........
Seriously, i'm freaking hum to cut it short now T.T~
His Fav pose. 
Lastly, My fav picture of the month.
P.S: still the same... 16 to go~
COOKIE MONSTER
10:23 PM. Thursday, January 7, 2010
HAPPY EARLY BDAY TO COOKIE MONSTER =D~ Wish you all the best in whatever u do =)
Got all the faith in you my bestie.
Thanks for entering my life too =)
old woman =x
Had a very nice time with them on the 4.01.2010 Monday. Love monday so much -less people in town-more relax -mood betterWent to catch a movie "Old Dogs" its comedy show. Laugh die lol. After that, went to meet chingy.Had dinner at Bakerzin (yishun)We chat alot. Its very nice, JUST US. *without any partners aroundvery comfortable and we really talk our heart out Well this is what friends are for isn't it ^^HOPE 50years down the road, we will still be like this hand in hand for one another =) for my 21 years, 1/2 of my memories is u all =) Full of work loads.Never Ending.Something is just not right.The more busy i am, the faster the times goes.Thats the way. Can't wait to see trixi, sis, roy.-feel relax whenever with them.Can't wait to see boy-feel happy whenever with him.*6 misses call from boy already. time for chat then to bed.*ciao guys =)
Heavybag.
11:19 PM. Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Today had a meeting with SOTA (School of the Arts)One of my client.Went into the school alone.This school is bloody nice.Its a secondary school till JC level.NOW THEN YOU BUILD THIS KINDA SCHOOL! It cost about $300 per month for school fee and PSLE score about 230 then you can get in. And of cause, you need to go through interview for sing, dance or artssss. ENVY~ kenneth koh, be prepared. i want you to be in this school =x
Outside the School
Outside the school
The pathway to the entrance
The pathway to the lift
THE CLASSROOM LIGHTss!
So nice isn't it ^^.
Needa Sleep.
*ciao.
P.S: while i'm sitting the train back home, thats really inspire me alot by reading "international Streetwear"
Lastly,
I love my boy =)
inspire me pls.
10:30 PM. Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Finally.
Family back home.
I cannot survive without them
1. making the noise to fill up the atmosphere
2. to on all the lights
3. to hear some cartoon network noise "ben10 ben10 =.=~"
4. to open the door whenever i press the door bell
Boy had been accompany for the past 4days =)
appreciated heh^^
Still the same, nothing is tidied up as what i plan.
work too busy suddenly on friday.
time schedule changed.
By the time i got home, 11pm already, moodless TO DO ANYTHING.
Going to be a NEW YEAR SOON, i'm gonna be older.
shit.
I am going to do something from tomorrow onwards.
i need motivation! GO =D~
Boy starting school, he need a school back pack.
Rickowens X eastpak?
Porter?
Crumpler?
Fred Perry?
Project workshop?
Adidas?
Nike?
Puma?
CK?
Comments he gave, as long as it is black and nice.
what is your "nice" @.@.............
I really got no idea o.o
Getting tired.
Needa sleep.
Ciao guys.
P.S: daddy got me Flower by Kenzo perfume *lovelove
stress si !
11:08 PM. Tuesday, December 22, 2009
FEW things i needa settle before i start anything- my bloody 2 BIG wardrobe (friday night n Saturday afternoon)- my bloody 5 tall LAYERS book shelf (sunday whole day) - my 3 BIG IKEA boxes of fabrics (sunday whole day)Just these 3 point. will occupy my whole weekend. i will do it while whole family is away. BOY, HELP ME <3>
Whereuat.
2:10 PM. Sunday, December 20, 2009
SUNDAY! the day which i get to rest =)
I woke up at 10am, bring my niece and my boy to KFC for breakfast ^^.
Its really not easy to take care of 1 kid.
Carry her around, hand got cramp badly.
Scare she fall, Scare she choke, Scare she too full or the food is too huge for her to bite.
Mummy zhen wei da lol.
Sis i Salute u. =)
She is really obedient.
Went out the whole morning. NOT A SINGLE WHINE she made.
i wish my future baby will be like that too. ^^.
she knew i'm playing with my camera so she didn't move lol.
Went back home.Boy, KO-ed on bed immediately.
See his almighty pose~
Friday and Saturday were the most busy of all. Office busy, Bar busy.
Whole Body Ache.
Yesterday is the hash Run.
James is around and he asked for taking photo~
"Din, COME TAKE PHOTO TOGETHER, then facebook facebook." he said.
here it goes. ~
Long way to go.
time pass fast QUICK.
P.S: i love my boy ^^